I admire the female figure, but love the nature of cock. Nothing gets me more boned up and throbbing than seeing a nice thick rod... I love to masturbate, always have, when I was young it was always to porn only. However, it was when one night I came across a video of another guy jerking off on a cam, that I realized what really knocked my socks off (granted I have another memory that better explains it). There's some connection there, I never understood it, but I love it. What better place to indulge in such fantasies and hidden desires with others?